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MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING: eating disorders (pls don't read if this is gonna trigger you.)

I'm staring at a plate that should be showing my reflection. Instead I see sections of my own deepest insecurities. It shouldn't be this fucking hard. Pick up the fork and bring it to your mouth. Why is this a challenge? I'm sick of people pointing it out. Whether it's an innocent comment like "oh is that all you're gonna have?" Or "no she doesn't need a box it'll just go to waste" How do you think that makes me feel? I'm sick of worrying people. So I force myself to take a bite even though it feels like I'm aiming a pistol and swallowing a bullet.

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