March 31st, 2020 1:42 am
I'm awake thinking of you again. It sucks cause I know you're not thinking about me at all. Deep down I think you wish I was dead. How can I forget someone who made me feel so alive? I miss you so fucking much but you blocked me so I guess I have to move on. I've been trying but the dreams of you are the worst. The dreams where I'm kissing you and laughing with you and having sex. Why are all my dreams about you?