The Feeling Of It
Love is the best and worst feeling all at once. Some days you feel invincible like you are living with this and other days you wanna scream. It starts with the good morning texts, kisses, and cuddles. It’s such a wonderful feeling but nothing stays perfect forever. The fights begin, harsh words are exchanged that maybe just maybe somewhere deep in your subconscious you actually meant to say. Then after that, the regret follows. The sickening feeling known only as blame, it was your fault. I’ve spent so much of my time regretting. Then your head clears and you realize that you never loved them. You were in love with the feeling of them.